That's where I'm at.
I'm trapped on a wild roller coaster and no one can turn it off or slow it down.
The only respite is in the seconds when it climbs slowly upward preparing for another descent...but it's not really a respite because I know the drop is coming, I see the signs and have no choice...no power to stop it.
There's no break from the fear and stress.
Even the people who like roller coasters are scared and tired and screaming to be let off...for those of us who don't like roller coasters the experience is too much to deal with.
The constant twisting and turning, climbing and dipping affects my whole body and I feel sick and lose perspective.
I can't tell up from down any more. I'm forgetting what life is like on the ground.
Someone pull the leaver.
Please...make it stop!!!